everything hurts. everything hurts.

so how could I love someone else when I couldn’t even love myself? creeping, creeping between the sheets of my own bed. so instead I can’t shape up, drinking out of an empty cup. leaking, leaking away from my own head, my own head.

and everything hurts…. everything hurts….

don’t tell me how life is supposed to be ‘cause I don’t feel anyone else suffering. don’t tell me how life is supposed to be ‘cause I don’t feel anything worth mentioning.

so how can I feel so dead and alive at the exact same time? leaning, leaning against the walls that were never there. so instead I cascade back, and now I’m a waterfall on my own back. weeping, weeping from my own head, my own head.

and when everything hurts… you bring it out in me… to keep on fighting

don’t tell me how life is supposed to be ‘cause I don’t feel anyone else suffering. don’t tell me that’s how life is supposed to be ‘cause I don’t feel anything worth mentioning.

don’t tell me to feel just a little more when you can’t find your way off the floor.

oh, gravity.never did a god damn thing for me. and while my scaled self slithered in nightly, tell me how it feels to burn so brightly.

don’t tell me how life is supposed to be ‘cause I don’t see anyone else suffering. don’t tell me how life is supposed to be ‘cause I don’t feel anything worth mentioning.